Seriously, why would u have to be so mean? umm yess maybe we are not in same thinking level as u mention it, but those people are your friends. Real ones. U felt left out because u want to be. Not because any of them isolated u. And hell, that "shit" u mention is heaven if u want it to be, and can be hell too as u wish. None of us ever force u to be with us, u were there because they TRUST u. But yeah its ur choice. I, personally thank u for your contribution to us, just one thing I want to ask from u, as a friend(if i am one), please don't call it "shit". It's rude. At least for me. That "shit" is home and family for us. That place, that people, will be the very first person that'll be there for u, when u have nothing. Nothing at all to offer. I know u are reading. So whatever it is, thank u. If this is mean, I apologize. And of course, God will always be with u.
Lots of things in my head. I have faith in Jesus. I can't see Him but I can feel His existence. I just know. Some people say its piece of shit. There's no god and things like that. Well that's u. None of my concerns. I believe and that's it. That's why I've been really active in religious stuff. That's the least I can do to contribute. Different people have different thoughts, so if u don't feel like this is ur thing, just close ur eyes. Don't read. However, I am not that nice and holy. I'm a sinner. I'm trying really hard to be as good as I can be. Plus, nothing can go wrong with being nice right? People with good heart are ultimate winner.
okayy.. soo.. hurmm.. nothing really happened actually. Just that I'm back in Sabah and in a few days I'm going back to Tanjung Malim. I've been staying in my home being lazy. Won't have that chance back in Tanjung Malim. Routine is wake up, bath, eat, watch movies, sleep. I think that is all. oh Yeah, I've been dying to see dentist. I have this one tooth seriously need to be take care of. Otherwise, u can see one tooth missing whenever I laugh. huh! :(( embarassing.
It's been a while since I last hang out with my friends here in Sabah. And I'm missing them. :(( There's just difference between my semenanjung friends and sabah buddies. I can say the Sabah one are real. They give a damn about what the hell happened to me. But I'm warning you, not all are nice. Especially girls. That is why I'm more to male friends than the females. Don't get me wrong. Girls usually being mean only among their gender. Thats just natural. but, I do have girlfriends. Picked the real ones. A hard work though. Real hard.
My result for 3rd semester was okay. I thought I was going to fail Organic Chemistry. I'm really no good in that subject. The pointer was not as good as last sem but at least I didn't fail any subjects.
Got to go! I'll write again soon. :))
Love,
Cy.
