just things..

Seriously, why would u have to be so mean? umm yess maybe we are not in same thinking level as u mention it, but those people are your friends. Real ones. U felt left out because u want to be. Not because any of them isolated u. And hell, that "shit" u mention is heaven if u want it to be, and can be hell too as u wish. None of us ever force u to be with us, u were there because they TRUST u. But yeah its ur choice. I, personally thank u for your contribution to us, just one thing I want to ask from u, as a friend(if i am one), please don't call it "shit". It's rude. At least for me. That "shit" is home and family for us. That place, that people, will be the very first person that'll be there for u, when u have nothing. Nothing at all to offer.  I know u are reading. So whatever it is, thank u. If this is mean, I apologize. And of course, God will always be with u.


Lots of things in my head. I have faith in Jesus. I can't see Him but I can feel His existence. I just know. Some people say its piece of shit. There's no god and things like that. Well that's u. None of my concerns. I believe and that's it. That's why I've been really active in religious stuff. That's the least I can do to contribute. Different people have different thoughts, so if u don't feel like this is ur thing, just close ur eyes. Don't read. However, I am not that nice and holy. I'm a sinner. I'm trying really hard to be as good as I can be. Plus, nothing can go wrong with being nice right? People with good heart are ultimate winner.


okayy.. soo.. hurmm.. nothing really happened actually. Just that I'm back in Sabah and in a few days I'm going back to Tanjung Malim. I've been staying in my home being lazy. Won't have that chance back in Tanjung Malim. Routine is wake up, bath, eat, watch movies, sleep. I think that is all. oh Yeah, I've been dying to see dentist. I have this one tooth seriously need to be take care of. Otherwise, u can see one tooth missing whenever I laugh. huh! :(( embarassing.


It's been a while since I last hang out with my friends here in Sabah. And I'm missing them. :(( There's just difference between my semenanjung friends and sabah buddies. I can say the Sabah one are real. They give a damn about what the hell happened to me. But I'm warning you, not all are nice. Especially girls. That is why I'm more to male friends than the females. Don't get me wrong. Girls usually being mean only among their gender. Thats just natural. but, I do have girlfriends. Picked the real ones. A hard work though. Real hard.


My result for 3rd semester was okay. I thought I was going to fail Organic Chemistry. I'm really no good in that subject. The pointer was not as good as last sem but at least I didn't fail any subjects.


Got to go! I'll write again soon. :))
Love,
Cy.

chapter one: reaching you.. :)

I don't know what's others intention of doing blog but as for me, I always love to write. In fact, I do have diaries that recorded every single important thing I did for the day. But in this case I wanted to create a diary that can be shared to other people. In a good way though. Some people can reach other people through songs. I've met Juwita Suwito recently for my English assignment and I can see how she determined to reaches people through her songs. She is a really down-to-earth singer and I'm glad I had the chance to interview her. She inspired me to try to reach people. :) Well I 'm not a singer so i can just speak here. haha. I'm not saying I knows a lot of things. Its just that there might be things I know that you don't know. However, I don't deny the fact that I'm still young and lack of experiences. But still, Sharing is caring right? :)

Miss Juwita and I (I actually with one other friend of mine, Brenda)

Adam and I <3 <3 <3

I have just created this blog few hours earlier so i thought i wanted to properly introduce myself.:) I'm Cypriana. I'm 21 this year. Currently studying in Universiti Pendidikan Sultan Idris. So, obviously i planned to be an educator in the future. I am from Sabah., Malaysia. My families of course in Sabah. I have 5 siblings and I'm the eldest. :) I am now in a relationship with a great guy named Adam. :)) its been 2 years. :D I don't have many friends. He's the person closest to me and there won't be any question about me that he can't answer. :) I have faith in Jesus Christ. Roman Catholic. I am quite active in church here. They had given me the responsibility to handle the church choir. I love to serve. :) sometimes my schedule wasn't make it possible for me to be very very active but i give it the best that I can.  Besides, nothing is more comforting than be with my Father. :) 

with friends on a church mission to Cameron Highland

I've been quite active in campus activities too. I'm currently in semester 3. Joining dance and singing thing are the most frequent event I'm in. I did involve in some kind of sports but not that good. haha! Just 4x100m relay(compulsory. so no choice. lol!) and netball. I wasn't even that active when I was in secondary school. Maybe the different environment brings different feelings. But seriously, you are stronger when you are left alone stranded in some place that maybe none of them are on your side. That's just how the way things work here.

dance

Sometimes you'll feel really alone but that's actually the time when friends really play important roles. You can't live without any friend here. And by saying "here" means "di tempat orang". I realised I'm not in Sabah and even communicate was a really hard thing to do. However, as hard as  it is, it's not an excuse to be weak. If you fell, you have to bring yourself up. Nobody will live your life for you. 

I think that will be all for today. :) I'll update soon. Enjoy the video(my friends and I sang in a competition, the small one is me. lol.)

Love,

Cy.

my first step

Hey. :) there isn't much going on here, yet. haha! anyways, welcome. Many of my friends do have blogs now. The reason why i want to make one is just because its semester break and i'm bored to death. :/ lol. I'm still adapting myself to this blogging thing so stay tuned! :D will be back soon.
love,
Cy.